I'm still HERE..

I am drowning deeply in these thoughts alone
sitting, staring, into a dark unknown
I close my eyes to shield me from thedarkness dancing around me

moulding me into what they wanted me to behaunted and held within these walls
I shiver from the terror of the unknown
because i am not what they see
pushing past the burning pain inside
sitting, staring, into a dark unknown
I know what is happening and I am helpless
helpless to help myself

I want a moment to be real
wanna touch things I don’t feel
wanna hold on and feel I belong
it was the comfort that i seeked
as the dawn of a new day approached
and the madness of the day came to life
I am still here trying to find outwho I am
who I’m not and who I wanna be
no way to know till you set me free..