I'm still HERE..

I am drowning deeply in these thoughts alone
sitting, staring, into a dark unknown
I close my eyes to shield me from thedarkness dancing around me

moulding me into what they wanted me to behaunted and held within these walls
I shiver from the terror of the unknown
because i am not what they see
pushing past the burning pain inside
sitting, staring, into a dark unknown
I know what is happening and I am helpless
helpless to help myself

I want a moment to be real
wanna touch things I don’t feel
wanna hold on and feel I belong
it was the comfort that i seeked
as the dawn of a new day approached
and the madness of the day came to life
I am still here trying to find outwho I am
who I’m not and who I wanna be
no way to know till you set me free..

Before dead..

waking up drenched in sweat

realizing it’s nothing but a nightmare

I get up to drink a glass of water

to drown the fear that woke me up!
sins I have done plenty

I do not know if the good I did is enough

to grant me a passage to heave

nor worse, born again as human

never cared for what people thought,

never worried about those who left,n

ever a minute I spent crying over split milk,

what had to happen, had to happen!
what I was yesterday is what I am today,

yet people think I have changed, I wonder why!

I take life as it comesno expectations and no demands!
with the guillotine waiting at every step,

uncertainty looms large over tomorrow,

I fear I need to live every moment of today before I am dead!

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POETRY..

We define a poetry literary work that the art work of poetry literature lives with the language. Through the literature language could define by the marriage of the mind and the feeling, it is brought together by it's figure of speech cells (connotative) in a denotative manner (which composed with the beautiful language). "Poetry" born in the middle of the life which creative, the feeling, associate in the social environment, politics, culture, religion, the love, and civilization and spiritually. It's presence cannot be contradicted (avoidable). It is free to roam and full of the colour without being tied by the time limitation and space. It is flow like water and move on like the wind come to each gap in the spirit..

LITERATURE'S LANGUAGE (Art and Language of Emotion)

The language of literature have the characteristics or the special character as follows: Literature brings the language that his characteristics itself the mind (think) and the feeling (that is full of all of his aspects) react mutually and react each utilising the language separately to state mind. The Literary Work is created resulting from the meeting of the world of the heart with the world of the source of the heart thoughts Unification and ask the feeling of the reader see more in, in essence all because after the reality that like wish, idea, feeling, desire, or the suggestion to send something to the community and the people. The Literary Work is the dynamic work, innovatif, and full of new challenge..

Then each literary work can be seen through as: the big Work (substantial) is supported by knowledge and the experience which big, after each work (the creation) is gotten by the life library that the writer's Territory is unlimited, appoint al his/her life. Including the life in himself humankind personally, namely the thoughts territory and the feeling, the territory realise and subconscious..